Remnants of my favourite recipe by jhrh, literature
Literature
Remnants of my favourite recipe
- 1/8 bar exfoliating soap - middle shelf - 1 half-crescent coriander infused lip smudge - wine glass, drying in sunlight - 2 full servings mushroom spag. sauce - freezer, top shelf above cod tongues - 3 pizza dips of various flavours (throw these out, these are horrible) - 1 pillow, well flattened & marinated in ginger - approx. 9-12 strands (curly only) - 1/2 bathing suit, fermented and barrel (backpack) aged in cold water and crisp memories - 1 bottle Portuguese wine, empty - rinse and leave to dry in sunlight - 1 chair, empty across from me at dinner - and just enough burnt coffee for one mug in the morning now. - thoroughly hand mix wet and dry ingredients together in a large mixing bowl. Preheat oven to 375 and pray for her return.
morning snack: a joint - rolled loose from the night before. salty neck sweat and chip crumbs in your bedsheets. a quick scroll. not too long. and a curl back into me. breakfast: a craving. like baguette - stiff and still steaming inside and served fresh with coffee, french pressed -light and delicate. a short story then, where the main character is sincere yet vulnerable. she dies in the end - a heroic death. you put your shoes on. hair a mess. a CLIF bar to go. iced coffee for me. lunch: fly bites on knobby ankles and gravel between our toes. i grasp your shoulders like an apple or hot buns out of the oven. a dip into frigid water. still and holding underneath - it quences our thirst and tightens our bellies. dinner: i taste your skin while you gnaw at my chapping lip. the flesh is tender, cold and fresh. a nibble of your wiry hair as your stomach quivers like it does in a dry heave. dessert: a sad one. in the bitter end of burning candle light. ice cream, half melted and
to the blonde girl sitting in the cafe by jhrh, literature
Literature
to the blonde girl sitting in the cafe
Did it hurt to get that earring
through the cartilage of your ear?
I wonder if that is a real leather jacket
you are wearing?
Are you a vegetarian?
A pet owner maybe?
A Shiatsu or a Siamese kitten,
perhaps.
I wonder what your thoughts
on Hemingway might be
or what type of music you might
listen to in the mornings.
Have you ever watched a loved one suffer?
Through cancer,
the stomach flu,
a difficult divorce?
I know how you take your coffee -
100% Colombian
with just a hint of cream.
I know your name is Angela
because I heard your friend calling out to you
from the back of the coffee line.
I know you read the local paper
A Question from a Troubled Man by jhrh, literature
Literature
A Question from a Troubled Man
they will catch us in the night
a heart on fire - flaming life
drinking pints of pony piss and
spilling lips, stuttering lips upon a filthy counter top.
in cheap hotels and rundown pubs
full of thick and well-trimmed beards
and cheers from aliens and scientists,
shedding pipes and cigarettes
wrapped in plumes of fishing nets
where paintings cry upon the walls.
the nightlife creeps out of the corners
of coffee tables, percolators,
big and shiny empty bottles.
breaking time upon the narrow one-way streets
in libraries leather bound
upon the backs of turtles
of poets renowned
and in the vegetable garden of the old man's home.
h
A Series of Love Poems for Cecila Tallis by jhrh, literature
Literature
A Series of Love Poems for Cecila Tallis
Shall we both submerge ourselves
Into the shallow seas,
The eyes, the lives, the lies, the
Irresistible simplicities of things
Such as stone or bone?
Shall we both undress ourselves,
Remove the ties and binds
Of class and family and the leather strapping
Which wraps us into separate realms,
Forbidding our touch, our taste,
Our love?
I think of you in metaphors and similes,
Cecilia.
A frail virgin
White and glistening in undergarments,
Stampeding, barefoot,
Drifting from my view like a wild horse
Moving through the afternoon
Unsure of where to roam.
Your heavy mane bearing incredible weight
Upon your dainty shoulde
I am Faithful, I've Told Them All by jhrh, literature
Literature
I am Faithful, I've Told Them All
i hear it sometimes
at the bottom of my heart.
down there with the dust balls,
the mucus, the shitty love poems, and
the unpaid bills.
it comes out of all the darkness,
shaking the pen between my fingers,
trembling the legs and spilling the coffee
all across the pages.
Laura has said she could not
hear it
even when i've turned off
the radio or television,
or stoped the engine from running.
neither could Amanda,
or Jan, or Kim,
or the skinny little asian girl
who's name i never bothered to
steal.
it is louder than the whiskey,
louder than the piano
down at the bar,
louder than the cigarette machines,
the hobos on duckwo
we had been seeing each other for a number of weeks
and the love she made was good.
her apartment was rather messy and dank
and it smelled of cigarettes and citrus air freshener,
but i liked it that way.
"it makes me feel much more comfortable,
this cluttering of things," she said,
while drinking wine on her bedroom floor
one evening. "it makes me feel like i am not alone,
like there is somebody else who is here
who may have just slipped out to buy us coffee
or a carton of milk."
"i think it looks beautiful," i told her.
we stayed up very late that night
and got drunk off a couple bottles
of the cheap stuff, and in the morning
your dad lost his job
at the office
for sleeping with the secretary
who was also
the boss's wife.
he became a traveling salesman
trying to scheme off
sets of kitchen knives
he carried around
in a little brown briefcase.
your small town
wasn't big enough for him,
so the two of you packed up
and moved out here
next door to me.
your dad began to paint
the picket fence around your house
white
and i heard you listening to
the strokes
from your bedroom window.
you didn't go out much -
shy i guess -
or embarrassed because your dad
sold knives from a
briefcase
for a living.
i came home drunk one night
and saw you smoking
I sit at my typewriter in my loose collared work shirt and worn down shoes. The clicking of the keys and heavy pants from my smokey lungs are all that can be heard in my cold and lonely apartment. A cup of coffee grows cold on my desk next to the typewriter as I run my hands through my oily hair in search for something to write about. The silence kills any creativity hiding inside my mind, and the starless sky outside the window of my apartment is void of any hope I may decide to search for. I can feel the bagel I ate for lunch three hours ago digesting in my stomach, churning about with the orange juice I consumed with it like a rusty can-op
I lay atop the sheets of my bed
in the early morning hours
with a cigarette between the fingers of one hand,
a jug of wine in the other - my head
pounding like a driving steam engine -
while the murderous howls
of the dogs
drill their way through the brick walls
of my apartment.
Grace makes us coffee and places the dirty mugs
on the kitchen table.
The dogs run wild through the room,
wagging tails and striking the legs, spilling the brew
upon the filthy tiles.
The dogs never stop to take a break.
They have drank the oceans dry and
chewed all the rubber off of our favorite cars.
They have covered our sidewalks and gardens
w
Remnants of my favourite recipe by jhrh, literature
Literature
Remnants of my favourite recipe
- 1/8 bar exfoliating soap - middle shelf - 1 half-crescent coriander infused lip smudge - wine glass, drying in sunlight - 2 full servings mushroom spag. sauce - freezer, top shelf above cod tongues - 3 pizza dips of various flavours (throw these out, these are horrible) - 1 pillow, well flattened & marinated in ginger - approx. 9-12 strands (curly only) - 1/2 bathing suit, fermented and barrel (backpack) aged in cold water and crisp memories - 1 bottle Portuguese wine, empty - rinse and leave to dry in sunlight - 1 chair, empty across from me at dinner - and just enough burnt coffee for one mug in the morning now. - thoroughly hand mix wet and dry ingredients together in a large mixing bowl. Preheat oven to 375 and pray for her return.
morning snack: a joint - rolled loose from the night before. salty neck sweat and chip crumbs in your bedsheets. a quick scroll. not too long. and a curl back into me. breakfast: a craving. like baguette - stiff and still steaming inside and served fresh with coffee, french pressed -light and delicate. a short story then, where the main character is sincere yet vulnerable. she dies in the end - a heroic death. you put your shoes on. hair a mess. a CLIF bar to go. iced coffee for me. lunch: fly bites on knobby ankles and gravel between our toes. i grasp your shoulders like an apple or hot buns out of the oven. a dip into frigid water. still and holding underneath - it quences our thirst and tightens our bellies. dinner: i taste your skin while you gnaw at my chapping lip. the flesh is tender, cold and fresh. a nibble of your wiry hair as your stomach quivers like it does in a dry heave. dessert: a sad one. in the bitter end of burning candle light. ice cream, half melted and
to the blonde girl sitting in the cafe by jhrh, literature
Literature
to the blonde girl sitting in the cafe
Did it hurt to get that earring
through the cartilage of your ear?
I wonder if that is a real leather jacket
you are wearing?
Are you a vegetarian?
A pet owner maybe?
A Shiatsu or a Siamese kitten,
perhaps.
I wonder what your thoughts
on Hemingway might be
or what type of music you might
listen to in the mornings.
Have you ever watched a loved one suffer?
Through cancer,
the stomach flu,
a difficult divorce?
I know how you take your coffee -
100% Colombian
with just a hint of cream.
I know your name is Angela
because I heard your friend calling out to you
from the back of the coffee line.
I know you read the local paper
A Question from a Troubled Man by jhrh, literature
Literature
A Question from a Troubled Man
they will catch us in the night
a heart on fire - flaming life
drinking pints of pony piss and
spilling lips, stuttering lips upon a filthy counter top.
in cheap hotels and rundown pubs
full of thick and well-trimmed beards
and cheers from aliens and scientists,
shedding pipes and cigarettes
wrapped in plumes of fishing nets
where paintings cry upon the walls.
the nightlife creeps out of the corners
of coffee tables, percolators,
big and shiny empty bottles.
breaking time upon the narrow one-way streets
in libraries leather bound
upon the backs of turtles
of poets renowned
and in the vegetable garden of the old man's home.
h
A Series of Love Poems for Cecila Tallis by jhrh, literature
Literature
A Series of Love Poems for Cecila Tallis
Shall we both submerge ourselves
Into the shallow seas,
The eyes, the lives, the lies, the
Irresistible simplicities of things
Such as stone or bone?
Shall we both undress ourselves,
Remove the ties and binds
Of class and family and the leather strapping
Which wraps us into separate realms,
Forbidding our touch, our taste,
Our love?
I think of you in metaphors and similes,
Cecilia.
A frail virgin
White and glistening in undergarments,
Stampeding, barefoot,
Drifting from my view like a wild horse
Moving through the afternoon
Unsure of where to roam.
Your heavy mane bearing incredible weight
Upon your dainty shoulde
I am Faithful, I've Told Them All by jhrh, literature
Literature
I am Faithful, I've Told Them All
i hear it sometimes
at the bottom of my heart.
down there with the dust balls,
the mucus, the shitty love poems, and
the unpaid bills.
it comes out of all the darkness,
shaking the pen between my fingers,
trembling the legs and spilling the coffee
all across the pages.
Laura has said she could not
hear it
even when i've turned off
the radio or television,
or stoped the engine from running.
neither could Amanda,
or Jan, or Kim,
or the skinny little asian girl
who's name i never bothered to
steal.
it is louder than the whiskey,
louder than the piano
down at the bar,
louder than the cigarette machines,
the hobos on duckwo
we had been seeing each other for a number of weeks
and the love she made was good.
her apartment was rather messy and dank
and it smelled of cigarettes and citrus air freshener,
but i liked it that way.
"it makes me feel much more comfortable,
this cluttering of things," she said,
while drinking wine on her bedroom floor
one evening. "it makes me feel like i am not alone,
like there is somebody else who is here
who may have just slipped out to buy us coffee
or a carton of milk."
"i think it looks beautiful," i told her.
we stayed up very late that night
and got drunk off a couple bottles
of the cheap stuff, and in the morning
your dad lost his job
at the office
for sleeping with the secretary
who was also
the boss's wife.
he became a traveling salesman
trying to scheme off
sets of kitchen knives
he carried around
in a little brown briefcase.
your small town
wasn't big enough for him,
so the two of you packed up
and moved out here
next door to me.
your dad began to paint
the picket fence around your house
white
and i heard you listening to
the strokes
from your bedroom window.
you didn't go out much -
shy i guess -
or embarrassed because your dad
sold knives from a
briefcase
for a living.
i came home drunk one night
and saw you smoking
I sit at my typewriter in my loose collared work shirt and worn down shoes. The clicking of the keys and heavy pants from my smokey lungs are all that can be heard in my cold and lonely apartment. A cup of coffee grows cold on my desk next to the typewriter as I run my hands through my oily hair in search for something to write about. The silence kills any creativity hiding inside my mind, and the starless sky outside the window of my apartment is void of any hope I may decide to search for. I can feel the bagel I ate for lunch three hours ago digesting in my stomach, churning about with the orange juice I consumed with it like a rusty can-op
I lay atop the sheets of my bed
in the early morning hours
with a cigarette between the fingers of one hand,
a jug of wine in the other - my head
pounding like a driving steam engine -
while the murderous howls
of the dogs
drill their way through the brick walls
of my apartment.
Grace makes us coffee and places the dirty mugs
on the kitchen table.
The dogs run wild through the room,
wagging tails and striking the legs, spilling the brew
upon the filthy tiles.
The dogs never stop to take a break.
They have drank the oceans dry and
chewed all the rubber off of our favorite cars.
They have covered our sidewalks and gardens
w
Satisfaction at it's finest.
Who even knows
how to live life happy,
constantly happy?
When daily routines
take away inspiration,
sinking into repetitiveness
looking for something new.
Something to draw new lines,
a path to an open road
for endless adventures
with no 6 o'clock wake up call.
Life ends and life begins,
we're all selfish
and don't give a fuck
about anyone else.
Humanity at it's finest.
Are you happy about this rat race?
Are you happy about these foundations?
Because they're nailed to the ground.
Happiness at its finest.
I do not love you as much as I would like to because you wouldn't be able to appreciate the simple joys of old Polaroids, found notes, or standing outside in a fresh snowfall. You couldn't read deep and meaningful books in Border's cafe while sipping on hot chocolate and watching artists create beautiful drawings out of oil pastels. You couldn't love cobblestones. You wouldn't understand why I used to believe in third eye kisses, and you didn't appreciate Little Miss Sunshine, so I know you wouldn't appreciate Running With Scissors. You'd probably just laugh because the kid was gay. You'd want to live in the sixties for the VW buses, and I'd
what do you do with your cigarette smoke?
do you swallow it? does it make you choke?
do you spit it out as some quick witted joke?
or are you just trying to tease me?